the cool

so i'm back at vandy
cleaning and trying to make
my room "exam study friendly"
for the nights that im too sleepy
to go to the commons and
the mornings that i will inevitably
wake up and have to cram cram cram

and i think about
the week that has passed and
the week before break seems
so far in my rear view and
the feelings i felt then
i think
i'll just leave them back there.

but now that i am back
sitting here, blackberrying my
impending week from hell, part 8,
i can't help but think about you

and it's funny
how i can tell every other dude
i have met that i'm THE baddest and
absolutely mean it but
when i try to say it to you
we both just
laugh. and i sorta kinda miss you
even though you're sorta kinda right here and
i wish i could tell you this
but at the risk of losing cool points
i'll just sit here and look pretty