Sunday, April 19, 2009

18 / 30 : chasing pavements.

today was a huge huge waste. literally, the entire day. didnt get back from hospital until around 8 this morning and my sleep schedule is fucked because of it. but at least i got a sausage biscuit out of the deal?
N E R D is playing tonight for rites...but i saw them last year front row and there's no need to be out with all of those crazy ass white kids. no no. let's go.
NM: here. 3030: here.

chasing pavements

adele has a point
if these roads lead to nowhere
why am i still running
if it's towards a dead end

lately i felt i am the only one
running this race but im
not in first place im dead last
which is sad

and i can feel myself slowing down
taking a break, hands on knees
head down, gasping for breath while
everyone else runs past me
i really don't care

it's to the point now that i just
don't want to run and i just
don't want to keep chasing pavements following
the footsteps of my friends 
and enemies so i bring
a doctor's note from home excusing me
from participating in this bullshit so

i look on the sidelines
and watch

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